I basically hated my living life and would try to sleep as much as i could and spend all day in bed (24/7 if permitted) trying to get lost in my dream world. i figured that if i spent most of my time dreaming (especially lucidly) then i can create my own world and do what i want to do and that would be more important than actual life which i would rarely be awake for anyway. things have changed and i still hate life but i haven't lucid dreamed in a while, but i can see how dangerous this obsession can be. Why strive for physical things in real life when you can just dream and recreate them in another world that you have full control over?

has anyone been through this?