Thread: Privacy Problem

Hi. I live in a pretty small house so I don't have much intimacy. My parents also don't have a very good opinion about Lucid Dreams, they don't belive in it so they think that I`m a kind of crazy. Because I don't have too much intimacy I dont want to write my ''sexy-time'' and more horny dreams in it because they could read it so I would be pretty embarrased. And also I can't write too much in my Lucid Dreams jurnal because their bad opinion of lucid dreams, they think that i'm wasting my time instead of studying (i got some not really nice grades lately).When I tried to listen to some binaural beats they stopped me because they thaught that its like a ''sounds doping'' I have to write in them crypted, so if I dreamed that i see a dog with a blue tail jumping on a helicopter drived by Scarllet Jhonshon in the year 2043 I write: dog, helicopter, Scarllet Jhonson. I also use my phone as dream jurnal so my jurnal its more safe. I did this for almost 4 months and I havent more than 3 LD where I barely knew that I'm dreaming. Right now every night I have VERY Vivid dreams (it feels a LOT like real life) but I can't realize that I am dreaming, and my dream recall its not really good. The question is: should I stop training for when I`m going to college and move alone or I should increase my efforts? Because if I could not Lucid Dreams in this conditions I don't think that I should be trying so hard anymore... (And by the way I succed to wake up every night at 4-5 hours after sleep without alarm-that's another succes)