How can I get more motivated?

[Legacy]

I know this will have been posted by people only about a million times but still I need some advice, so recently I started trying to learn lucid dreaming again after I sort of lost interest a few months ago, I told myself I will do a dream journal and reality check but lately I just haven't been doing this I seem to just forget, I always forget to do MILD when I wake up and I haven't done a WBTB in ages yet I really want to learn how to have Lucid dreams, there are things I need to know and do and I know that I can only do this though lucid dreaming. I really don't want to give up again but I just want that moment to come along where I finally realise fully that I am dreaming. I do my dream journal on my PC but I haven't written anything in it for the last month, can someone please tell me how I can get over this I'm tired of failing all the time and reality checks and even MILD seem to get me nowhere.

[LorqVonRay94]

What in particular makes you want to be a dreamer? Maybe writing down your goals would help. If you're a musician try to bring something back from your dreams - it worked for My Bloody Valentine, Aphex Twin, mauldin of the Well, and many others. If you're a writer take poetry or imagery from them. Maybe getting into some dream-like art would help too, William S. Burroughs and Jack Kerouac both have published dream journals, Waking Life and Akira Kurosawa's Dreams are beautiful pictures, the art of the surrealists is out of this world, etc. See what sticks but it's hard to maintain a shift in lifestyle without substantial reason to adhere to it.