I am in a bit of an unusual situation. Basically I have started working on All Day Awareness recently. And I found out that I enjoy being more aware. I enjoy discovering the world on a whole new level. But here is the problem. I have a very vivid imagination. It is very easy for me turn inwards and shut off completely from reality while imagining something. I can almost really see something happening while I am imagining it. Funny thing about that is: I also move my head and hands very weird while spacing out. Because I lose most of my awareness of my body, my hands and head just cringe and move along a bit with the imagination. Of course I do not do this in public... ever EVER It looks really weird. But I really enjoy that aspect of me too. I like spacing out very much too.

So the problem is, that ever since I started ADA I sorta get mad at myself for spacing out because it greatly lowers my awareness. But at the same time I want to be able to space out. So there's my dilemma.

Anyone has any suggestions? Or should I just stop whining and stop spacing out? Or the other way around ofc.