I am a fairly socially awkward person, in the sense that I find it kind of tough to carry on a long conversation with people, often run out of things to say, and find it generally unpleasant to spend t ime with a lot of people for a long time since I always feel like I end up being the one who's quiet while everyone else get more and more talkative.
And I am aware that certain people are introverts and enjoy being alone more often than other people, but this is certainly not something that I enjoy myself, so I cannot be an introvert at heart, especially considering I was very extroverted and social when I grew up (and I am 28 years old right now).
So I am wondering, can you use lucid dreaming to practice social events like being at parties and feeling generally comfortable with the situation?
I mean, you could certainly have a vivid lucid dream about a party where you do random things with other people etc, but can you use those dreams to somehow "rewire" your personality and start enjoying social events for longer periods again?
I must have this naturally in my personality in some way, since I did use to be a lot like that several years ago.