It sounds like hypnagogia, a hallucinogenic state that one can experience during closed eyes late at night before sleep. Sometimes I see visuals, sometimes I hear voices, but these aren't part of metal health issues but due to the transitional phase between waking and sleeping states. I've only experienced it a few times, first time I ever experienced it I saw visuals, mostly random street scenes and road junctions, but my last experience, or some experiences I've had have been rather profound being told things like secrets of the universe or ideas for stories that I simply can not remember. It's one part of dream recall that I've struggled with, as it's always those things you think of while drifting off to sleep that slip your mind as opposed to the ones you experience during actual sleeping states. It's like some little hidden zone in between the two where creative greatness resides but bringing back all the information you're given is always a challenge. The last thing I remember was "... and it has to be geometrically perfect." it's almost as if someone was telling me how to build monuments or create art that resonates with the universe, much like the ancients did, almost as if to say for the monuments to have meaning and spiritual effect they must have meaning, be hamonious and geometrically perfect.
Don't worry about it, you achieved something many people can not and have not. May you have many more experiences of hypnagogia in the future, I think there's a lot of potential to be found in this state of consciousness.
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