Hey! I want to share with you my experience! Hope you will like it

My english is not amazing but please focus on the message not the text.

First I want to tell that I'm passionate about philosophy, metaphysics, consciousness, mind, matter...
So since an early age I studied ancient texts like hinduism, buddhism, bible, all ancient texts seen as "sacred": not because I wanted to be a believer or to find "God" but because I had that intuition that there is hidden messages, hidden truths, philosophy that can be helpful for me. I thought that it will help me to know myself.

PS: of course I didn't accepted everything I read lol. I still don't believe in God or Satan or demons or things like that. I'm still aginst religions but I'm aware that religious text may have sometimes great philosophy and truths. I believe only what I can experience.

So I spent years and years, sometimes I spend 24 hours just in reading lol. I was like a monk: doing just meditation and reading. I was a real no life! I had no interrest in the outside world or other people. The result of this was great happiness, joy, peace of mind... I was so "pure" in my mind and my life lol, I had chills just by observing the sky or anything in nature. I had great joy just because I walk, just because I was alive. I still have that state of mind because I feel like I KNOW what happiness is! Its just a mental discipline. It's just that now I have a "normal" life. Of course at the same time (in that past) I was aware in my dreams, those dreams were not only lucid but of great wisdom and teached me a lot! I was able to experience the truths I read, to make them more deep. Because knowning by just reading is not knowing. You know when you have experience.

In almost all texts it is said that this dimension is a mental one, just like what we see as "dreams". I knew that even before my lucid dream experiences. And when I became lucid I was an instant pro because I know it's ALL MIND, its all ME. I never needed any technique to master my dreams. So I already did the things that were seen as "advanced" from the first time. One day I thought: what if this "real" world is just a dream too, like Buddha said it. We all know that the lucid dream is just a projection of the mind but almost all ancient text said that this world is of the same nature. This idea was so amazing for me! I started even to study the nature of reality by reading about energy, particules, molecules, atoms and so on. Atoms are an energy, a force, just like thoughts. So the idea that this may be a dream was logic for me, So I started to master my mind in this "real" world like I would in my lucid dreams to see if I can really change my world. I was a shy kid/teen, I had no self confidence, no ambition, my life was a misery. I was just so small in my mind lol. And because of all those texts, all those "teaching" dreams I was convinced that this is just a physical dream and that I was the master of it. So I refused to believe in "evil" in "bad" in "misery". I had a new opinion of the world, of people, of ME. My world changed drastically!!! It was like I shifted to another planet. I don't want to go far about talking of my life but I can tell you that I feel that I'm the happiest thing in the world, I make reality of my dreams. I feel so blissful.

Of course this post is not to talk about me and my ego but to make you aware of that idea and to inspire you to try it. To think about it.

"WHAT IF MY LIFE IS A DREAM THAT I CREATE?"
- Ask yourself this question.
- Then analyse your mind. Observe your beliefs and opinions about LIFE and People.
- Know that what you think and believe makes your world and force you to meet the kind of people you think of.
- To change your world you change the cause: your mind. You stop believing in a bad world or bad people and see what happens.
- If you think about demons in dreams it is normal to meet them, in this life is the same, stop making "demons" of all sorts and you will not see them in your life. Those demons may be everything that cause you pain or unsatisfaction. Realise that they are just a creation of your mind but of course they are physical.

Like in a dream you live in your own world with events, people, everything that corresponds to your mind. In no way there is things that come to you in a "random" way. This is my greatest conviction: I live it every single minute. When you become aware of your mind you will see that YOUR world is just a projection of it. Then all your fears, all your pain will be gone.

This post could be so much longer, it can go so much in depth but I will stop here and if you have questions I will answer.