ok so a while ago i had a lucid dream , and in this lucid dream i SOMEHOW got the idea to say the word, ''Tartarum'' inside my head,almost instinctively,and what happend is that something completely took over me and started speaking to me,it was me,but it wasn't,it didn't say anything important,as if it was chitchatting me,
however,whenever i said this word,it would trigger and it would happen all over again,
it happend 5-6 times , so much so that when i woke up i was too scared to think up the word , i was scared it would take over again.
i searched around for the meaning of this word but apprently its meaningless,
anyone have any simmilar experiances or could possibly know what this is?
yesterday i tried thinking it inside another lucid dream but a dream character told me its evil and i shouldn't, but i dissed him and told him to fuck off,but i was too scared to say it myself so i didn't.

anyway,thx for ur help.