Yesterday I had quite the amazing experience. I went to bed early, and lay on my back (quite unusual as I ALWAYS lie on my stomach). I closed my eyes and aimed for a HILD. I was having some great imagery, and as it grew louder and more vivid I repeated the words over in my head "I am dreaming". After a while, with a considerably high pulse for some reason, it went black. The deep black widened, sucking me into a void. Bright white lights and letters flashed up, a vibrant purple dot was in the middle of the void. I felt like I was being sucked in. My whole body was trembling, but numb. I couldn't move. My mind's voice was still very loud as I spoke my thoughts to myself.
Suddenly it blared up into my mind: My heart was beating completely out of control. Completely. I somehow managed to yank myself out of that state and catch my breath. It was scary.. I wonder if that really was just a normal SP state or Transition Phase.
Usually I just rely on my good old use of DILD, but yeah, this was insane.
Anybody have a clue as to what that was and why the hell my heart was racing?
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