Hey all

Have had like 4-5 LDS now. In the beginning it was crazy fun, but recently my dreams have become really dark. Like throwing up slugs uncontrollably, i know im dreaming but I cant really control whats going on. Last night I was LDing about a girl, it started well but then it became a nightmare. She asked me if i loved her and i said "Hell nahh" and she grabbed my balls.... really hard. HAHA yeah thats what really happened. After that i kinda faded out of dreaming and woke up, the problem is I woke in another dream. Then I dreamt about some stuff and again faded out of a dream and waking up, again i was in another dream. It was scary not being to wake up. ( Hmm maybe the whole thing was just a dream, hard to differentiate sometimes.) Then I tried hard, I woke but then went into sleep paralysis. It kinda felt scary that i was trapped sleeping, cause my LDs werent going the way I wanted it. It kinda became a LD nightmare like in Vanilla Sky. Anything I can do to change this? Like I dont have to dream about Rainbows nd like bunnys but im kinda sick of having these crazy nightmares. Anyone think this could be caused by stress? or a new environment cause i just moved. Any recommended reading on dream meanings?


Thanks in advance