The other night, the moment I closed my eyes I had vivid HI, which lately is a rare thing for me. Except the HI were freakish ghoulish monsters coming at me it was like a horror movie. I tried to change the HI, so I imagined something pretty. But no matter what I imagined, it just got horrifically disfigured.

It was pretty vivid, I might have been able to at least do the beginning of a WILD with that! But the images got so disturbing I was actually starting to feel sick am I a dork or what. I opened my eyes for a minute, closed them again and the HI was back to normal.

Has that happened to anyone else here? How much control do you have over your HI? Or when WILDing, do you normally let your HI do whatever? It kinda reminded me of a nightmare. If I have a nightmare and I wake up, but if I keep my eyes close and go back to sleep immedietly, I almost always go straight back into the nightmare. But if I open my eyes for at least a minute, I go back to a much nicer dream instead. Wierd!