lol you're not a dork. A few weeks ago, i woke up, naturally, in the middle of the night. When I closed my eyes, all of a sudden it felt like a 200 lb weight was dropped onto my chest. It was SP, and I knew it, but omfg....it was so sudden and breathtaking....I couldn't help but to open my eyes.
As for your ghoul problem....well, I dont have any nightmares or freakish images like that...in fact I can only remember having one nightmare my entire life....the generic "unseen monster chasing you and you seem to be running in slow motion" nightmare....but it only lasted a few seconds that I can remember.
But it seems you've already found a way around the scary HI and nightmares by opening your eyes, although I can see how opening your eyes like that can be annoying. As to your question about whether or not anyone tries to control the HI...I don't. I just let it come as it comes, whatever it may be. It seems that when I try to control it, it begins to fade, so i just try not to mess with it....still haven't achieved a WILD yet, though I've only been practicing it for 1 1/2 weeks so I'm still learning it myself.
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