Big Question:

How come, if we all want to have Lucid Dreams so bad, for most of us it seems rather difficult to keep the Subject of Lucid Dreaming and doing RCs on our Minds during the day and more importantly during the Night?

I mean shouldn't something so desired be pre-dominantly on your Mind?
The things I dream about are not at all per say Conscious desires of mine. perhaps subconscious expressions of subconscious desires.
However I believe things that will linger on yolr Subconscious Mind and end up in your Dreams are things that have made a Great impression on you: Your parents divorce, Having just passionately kissed with a girl that is just TOOOO amazingly beautyfull, An intense, possibly BAD, mushroom trip, a period of time(I.E. a specific summer) when life was extremely good or bad...etc. These are all personal off course.

However the Lucid Dreams I've had have made a gigantic impression on me as they were jawhangingly awesome and unbelievably realistic at times. HOW COME THAT THIS IMPRESSION DOESN'T LINGER IN MY MIND?
I have the idea that one half of me, the subconscious half, has lost interrest for Lucid Dreaming endeavors while on the Other hand my other, Conscious, side still badly wants to attain lucidity.

When something, like my parents divorce, has made a great impression on me it will constantly linger on my Subconscious Mind popping in and out of my Conscious thoughts. Eventually I got over it and all that it remains is a Conscious, statistic Memory of it: Emotionall/Subconsciously I have forgotten about it and lost the negative feel, but my Conscious Mind remembers it all too well. Let's say that the Subconscious Mind is of a very Emotional/Impulsive nature and it's memories are likewise: Emotional impressions, Sensations, Unspeakable inexpressablefeelings. The Conscious Mind on the other hand is very Analytical, critical and logical: It's memories are of a likewise nature: Logical, Words, practical, Emotionless.

An example of this: I CAN remind myself of my parent's divorce and the animosity in our household the years before that happened and it can actually stir around in my Subconscious mind making the EMOTIONAL memories float back to the surface of my Conscious Mind; And thus I can actually feel sad emotions again by just bringing back the Subconscious, Emotional memory.

Now somehow I feel this is material suitable for LD-techniques to build on. To use your ability to make old, emotional memories resurface from the subconscious into the conscious Mind. What if you would continuously consciously try to remind yourself of a memory of a stressfull/joyfull-impressive moment/situation/whatever right as you're falling asleep? As long as facing that memory brings out alot of strong, Subconscious, Emotions. Maybe this is more likely to return in your Dreams? This situation or anything related to those memories could serve as really great Dreamsigns. It's just a conceptsketch so I'd love it if any of you could help me out here.