What was that experience?

[adraw]

Sorry about not beeing as accurate. I am not having dream journal right now with me. Still i would be interested what was this dream experience about: I made some experimentations at the evening. As it sometimes happens, these experimentations made me feel somehow awake over the whole night. I couldnt sleep well. As i live at the college, i am usually not alone at night. As i was in a half dream state. I had the feeling of loud music playing in headphones on my head. The funny thing about it was, that I didnt have any headphones as I later realized. I felt crazy afterward. Still. REalizing this was only illusion i continued to lye in bed. Then I had the feeling that my roommate comes together with sensation that he is trying to assasinate me {still movements, whispering and so}. As i realized, that it was him, i tried to communicate with him, but it didnt work somehow. I couldnt speak. I tried to move. I couldnt. So i floated out of my bed finding out that this has to be a dream, but i couldnt speak. Everything was so dark. I was full of fear. So i returned somehow to my bed and got awake. Later I realized that nobody is in the room. Everything were just hallucinations. Pretty a crazy experience. Of course. I was freaked out, still i like the state somehow. It is so different then real life. What was this experience in terms of lucid dreaming. Was it a WILD of SP or what.

[Hazel]

Yeah, it was probably sleep paralysis. It can be freaky when the hallucinations start, but that means you can enter a dream if you're trying to WILD. Sometimes I hear noises when I'm not even in SP yet, most of the time they're random voices, but sometimes it's music. It's just an effect of hypnogogia.

[adraw]

Yeah.It was quite interesting.I love that feeling. everything was so different. As if dream state was comming at the same time as reality. If this was sleep paralysis, then it was superb. I dont thing this was wild, becouse i didnt intentionaly want to move into that state, so it went somehow from itself and cannot be considered any technique. But the feeling. It was pretty strange. Still I dont know, how to invoke it at will. I even dont know, how it all went. One thing i remember was, that i couldnt sleep well. My question would be if I always have to feel that tired after an Wild attempt or if it will sort itself out from itself.

[VanguardP]

Really interesting stuff man, scary too that you hallucinated that your roomate was going to assasinate you. I hate it when irrational fears cause you to wake up from a dream experience.