I'm new to this forum, so hi 
I sometimes encounter a weird issue when I sleep, that I think is most likely related to LDing... Ever since I was very little, I would wake up sometimes in the night, and I would be unable to move. I would be fully conscious, just paralyzed. Of course I would freak out, because I couldn't feel myself breathing, and I would just sort of hyperventilate until I could move securely, and then fall asleep again. I sort of forgot about it for a while, but relatively recently, I discovered this website, and I've been having sporadic DILDs and, very, very brief WILDs ever since. So when I have a WILD, I can sort of feel my body not being able to move, so I learned that paralysis is really just a natural part of sleep. I've been experiencing more of these paralysis episodes recently, but it still feels like I’m suffocating, so I just do the same thing I used to.
A couple days ago, I was taking a nap in World History class (bad, I know ) with my head on my arm on my desk. We were watching a movie, so the teacher didn't notice, but the movie was pretty loud, so I could still hear it while being mostly asleep. This actually happened a couple times: I woke up, fully conscious, but was paralyzed again. What’s weird is, my eyes were open, and I could blink, but that was it. The second time this happened, I tried to move my arm upwards (the one I wasn’t lying on). I didn’t actually move it, but I think my mind expected it to move, so I sort of saw this image of my arm moving, that quickly faded, even though, the arm didn’t actually move. I thought I might be able to take advantage of this situation, possibly have an OBE (it didn’t work, obviously, because I know nothing about OBEs). I tried to make my “spiritual” body move w/ out moving my physical body, if you know what I mean?? It didn’t work, like I said, but all of a sudden, the noises I heard from the movie started fluctuating in volume, and started sounding a bit static-y. Then, I just decided to give up and go back to sleep normally.
I was just wondering: Does anyone experience the paralysis thing too?? Does anyone have any ideas on how to harness it to my advantage, maybe enter a LD?? Is there any advice on not panicking and destroying the paralysis??
I know, this is really long and possibly confusing, but I would really appreciate some input. I can clarify some aspects, if you would like. Thanks!
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