I've recently ended my dryspell in LD'ing, and by recently, i mean last night

Having that LD made me realize just how fun this really is, i even flew, you've probably all had one before and after all it isnt really the point of this post...

The real point of this post is with my next undertaking...WILD... Its a tremendously exiting prospect, as im sure you are all aware, being able to jump almost directly from waking to lucidity makes it well worth the effort... So for me, that isnt even the problem, the real problem for me is the fear of both SP, and the effects (especially the noises) that are generated.

Right now your probably asking, "well yea me too, Why is it any worse for you? "

My answer, I have an extremely overactive (and violent) imagination, I spend just about half of my life playing video games that involve explosions, bullets, and death, which i suppose is to fault. I've never actually attempted wild before and i'm very afraid that for me, it wont be "tearing metal sounds" or "nothing at all" ,

Im extremely scared of what my imagination is capable of producing...take the worst thing you can possibly imagine...multiply it by 3, then you'll probably have one of my nightmares....maybe im making a bigger deal out of this than its meant to be, but you can tell im scared, and that im sure ill just panic as soon as i hear something, and either pass out or just wake up screaming...i dont know what you could offer me that could help....but im holding out that somewhere on these forums there someone who could say something to me to get me a little more relaxed about this...

*hope*