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      Milestone! But still a bit confused...

      I just woke up from what may have been my first lucid ou quasi-lucid at least. It all happened so fast I had no time to take a good look around and see just how "real" it seemed... Add to that the fact that my awareness in non-lucids can sometimes be kind of sharp - if you read my first post here on DV you know what I mean - and I'm now feeling somewhat confused about the whole experience.
      Anyway, I did reach a milestone - it was the first time I did an RC in my dreams, something I was beggining to doubt would ever happen, so... Yay!

      Here's what happened.

      I woke up and wrote down my dreams of the night. They were broken up here and there - the usual - but there was this one I forgot. I had this image and was trying to recover the story from there. At the same time I remembered a nasty problem I have to solve. Between those two ideas I unexpectedly ended up falling asleep again.
      I went into dreaming again, too. On the second part of the dream I was with this guy on the stairwell in my building. We were going to eat outside but I realized I'd forgotten to bring the butter and had to go back. I was annoyed by it, and also feeling dirty and tired (I'd been cleaning up the house on Part 1). At the entrance of the corridor there was a mop leaning against the wall. I decided to duck under it and then thought why not go on walking with my hands on the floor as well. I was getting this kind of perverted pleasure out of being silly.
      So I start walking on all fours, just goofing around, and then I see myself moving slower and slower as if my hands and feet didn't quite touch the ground and just gently slid over it.
      I think I went "Hehe! I'm I dreaming? Let me check my hands!"
      I looked down, really hard, at my hands and tried to count my fingers. I started to count 6 on my left hand but the number kept changing before my eyes even without counting. So weird!
      I straighten back up feeling somewhat lucid and see that the corridor now has a door sized window on my left, opening up to a street I've never seen before. At the end of the corridor, past my door, the are to figures - one white, one black. The white is closer and I think it's just a pile of rags, but the black is something alive with red glowing eyes, keeping to the shadows. It reminds me of a hasty sketch of a robed Sith I once saw.
      I'm getting real scared of the thing even though I realize that it's my anxiety over my problems that conjured it up - that thing is my fear!
      Now, I never have nightmares but I used to - vivid ones, all the time - when I was a kid. I definitely don't want to be in a lucid nightmare with this creep and so I will it to go away. I focus on it but the dream is unstable, it seems to, I don't know... flicker... around me.

      Next thing I know I'm back in bed. Everything seems normal but I know I'm still dreaming. I look down at my hands again and this time my right hand looks long and deformed with 3 cilinder-like fingers. I try to get up and "clarify" my dream but I can't move, it seems.
      I figure at this point was begining to get conscious and my awareness was extending to the real world, just like it happened on my other dream.
      I look down at my hand again. I can feel it in front of my eyes, but I can't see it, just the bed cover (I wonder if I had my eyes open ). Then a slight contour shimmers into existence but it's gone again in a split second. I find myself shouting "Clarity" and "Lucidity" several times, just using the words to stay focused, but it's no use. I wake up then, still mumbling commands.


      The text is a bit long but it all happened in just a few moments. 3 hours past it just feels like a normal dream. What do you guys think?

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      Well, you have may been lucid, but not fully 100% lucid, you were aware you were dreaming, but there can still be some groggyness and the such. Sounds like a lucid to me, good job! Tons more to come =)
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      Hey, Volcon! Thanks for your input.
      *feeling hopeful*

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      Man I know how you feel, really am.
      In the last few days I had 2 lucid dreams but they felt like regular dreams, it's really annoying when I finally have a lucid dream but just can't enjoy the experience.
      I'm hopefull though that my lucid experiences will better at time and become much enjoyable.
      Good luck with your lucid dreaming, I'll be happy to read your next lucid dreaming experience.
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      Yeah, the whole thing went like "I'm here, I'm there, I'm gone"! Woosh!
      It really just felt "lucid" because it didn't feel hazy.

      Good luck to you, too!

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      Congratulations on the lucid, it sounds like a cool experience. I kind of like that feeling of being all mixed up and distorted. As you get more practice, it should get easier to stay in the dream. I always look at my hands and try to touch things to stay in the dream. Nice job catching the false awakening, too.

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      Hi, Robot! Thanks.

      Having weird anatomy can be a bit strange to me because I've always drawn people and I know what a body is supposed to look like. It's cool but there's this part of my brain that keeps going "wrong! wrong!" LOL!
      I did find fascinating how perfect my multi-fingered hand was with all the extra bones and lines in all the right places. I could actually see the bone structure moving under the skin as it changed! That's probably why I kept looking at my hands - just to see what else might happen.
      I don't think that really was a FA. It looked like one but it felt just like any other change of enviroment. It never crossed my mind I was waking up.
      I am most curious to see what happens if (*when, when!*) I finally manage to land fully lucid in a dream. Considering how my dreams usually work it should be interesting.

      Mmmmm... Time to give it another try!
      Last edited by Sylph; 06-14-2008 at 12:39 AM.

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