Shit, sorry, I meant to say stick, not tick. Anyway, the pain, it's hard to describe, have you ever had an electric shock? This felt like an intence one, but for some reason it felt freezing. I know it wasn't the smartest thing to do, but I've just ben taken off my anti-depressants, so I'm on the edge right now (as you can see from my mood swings), I just had the atitude that If I did die, it wouldn't matter. (Only good thing about being off them is the vivid dreams.)