The first part of my dream I don't remember but as it began to end, I "awoke" in my dream inside a theater watching the end of my first dream, there happen to be cops at every exit and others floating within these strange metal platforms. As I awoke, I got up to leave and saw I had a sweater under my seat, when I grabbed it I noticed it was an OLD sweater I had when I was 12 or something. I also had a pair of blue gloves which i grabbed. I walked out of the theater and put the sweater on, it even felt like it used to.. it was a total blast from the past. But that's just the start of it all. I was now in a skinny hair salon / exit for the theater / school-like place. I felt shorter and skinnier and my voice was much higher too! I had a phone so I called who I thought was my mom but I don't think it was. I asked them how old I was and they kept saying I was in 8th grade, I told the voice that I should be 22 and I awoke in a theater as a kid again I couldn't comprehend how old Id be if I was in 8th grade so I kept asking and they kept repeating 8th grade until it was a constant repeat of "8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th 8th" in my ear as I walked around blown away that I was a kid again. After the voice stopped repeating it said that school was starting soon and 7th block was first which was a math class. I felt all the burdens of my entire life LIFTED from me in that moment! I felt as if all the baggage I've had over the years had vanished! My heart was pure again and I was happy, very happy! I thought about how wonderful it is to have the mindset I did at such a young age. I was so excited to be able to do things over again and make better decisions than I did before. I was excited for math, because now I could ace it and understand it haha. I walked outside and saw my mom sitting in a car waiting to pick me up as if I just left for school. I had flash back after flash back of great times when I was a kid and how I could re-live those moments again, and be back at my old house with a real family. It was such a powerful dream. I didn't do much while I was a kid, I just thought about my childhood a lot. like ninja turtles and waking up early every day just cause your a kid and there are too many things to do then lay in bed. When I woke up I was really disappointed it wasn't real. I still am actually. Before I went to bed last night I was looking at pix when I was a teen and getting nostalgic. I think thats where it came from. But I did say I want to lucid dream before I went to bed and it worked so thats awesome too. This dream is in a way a wake up call that I need to get back to myself and enjoying life again like i used to, now days im very depressed and it seems like my subconscious is trying to help. |
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