I've experienced unintentional SP several times in my life, and they were all disturbing to me, but the only times I've gotten them were after I've taken a long, long nap when I was really fatigued during the day, or once when I was sick and briefly fell asleep on an air mattress on the floor.
Experiencing the fear is natural and instinctual, but it's never been life-threatening, and I'm just starting to alter my perceptions of it. The last time I woke up all groggy and had SP, I tried to convince myself that this was a perfect situation to enter a WILD, but my gut still said, "No frickin' way, uh-uh, I'll do it another time but it's not worth it now". I wish I had just calmed down and tried it out.
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