Well it can be explained in theory, can't it? I mean, by principal, by definition. I'm just wondering if my understanding of "ego" is completely false or not. I'm trying to figure out if ego dissolution is something I would ever want to strive towards. Is it not permanent? Is it the breaking down and then rebuilding? Or are you permanently left without an ego? Or are there different cases? I really wish there was more to read about this somewhere.

Dylan