Thread: Weapon phenomona in my dreams

I know there's already a weapon thread here, but I fell that my post would detract from it's intended purpose, so I'm posting a new topic if it won't bother anyone.

Weapons have frequent appearence in my dreams, they have a habit of being small caliber, semi-automatic handguns. The thign about them is theyre unusually heavy, sometiems requiring two hands to lift, and the trigger pull is extremely difficult, to the point i have to really, REALLY try to fire one shot.

One thing that got me, however, is just 2 nights ago, I had a vivid dream. I was in an unnamed city being pursued by a couple thugs in a van. i was able to take one out and get on, and aimed a gun at him. the first thing i noticed was how light it was. I noted it in th back of my brain not to forget. I said to him. "drop it" so he placed the gun between his lags on the floor. At the same time he draws one from a cross-draw holster and before he can get it to me, I whip his hand, and press the gun to his face, and without thinking, I fire. One quick bullet to the face.

A bit about myself. For one, gun's don't scare me. I have never personally fired one, but the concept doesn't scare me really and I think it would be fun, actually, to take a box of rounds and take them to a proper firing range.

So what I'm wondering is why guns may seem like such a burden to me until the point I think I'm in mortal danger. I have a theory, but I would like to hear your ideas on this first