Hey everyone! 
Last night was my best night ever! I had 4-5 lucids!
Here's the story...
I fell asleep a little after 11PM
I woke up at 4:20AM
I got up for 20 minutes to do the routine stuff before I WILD(bathroom, drink, etc.)
So I layed down to WILD around 4:45AM(central time)
After 20 minutes or so, I started to fall asleep when I suddenly felt wierd. I was half asleep so I woke up and realized I was in SP. If you read my post in the "Attaining Lucidity" forum, you know I have wondered if I was in SP the last 8 times I WILDed. I tried moving and found I couldn't! So I tried to move a little, which made the SP feeling stronger because I was fighting it a little. So I just layed back and waited for a dream. Then, since I had 6 dreams afterward, I don't remember exactly, but I think I fell asleep before I entered a dream. So I found myself in a dream. An ultra-wierd one actually. Then I had a dream after that, and for some reason which I can't recall, I glanced at my digital watch. It looked normal. Then for some reason I looked at it again, and none of the stuff on it made sence. Then I realized I might be dreaming and sat there, trying to make the watch have the numbers I wanted. I could do it! I woke up from excitement. Then I had 4-5 more lucids. Each one occured my me suddenly saying "I'm dreaming!", and then I realized it was true. So I fell back asleep instantly, and realized I was dreaming. This time, when I realized it, I was excited still, and my visions suddenly got all blurry. I tried staying calm and looking at objects. This time I was able to stay there for half a minute trying to stabalize it before I woke up. When I fell asleep again, I became lucid while near a mirror. This time I stayed calm, and my vision was perfect. I looked into the mirror. I looked totally normal. Then I tried to change myself. I tried to make my reflection's finger pop off. All of a sudden I felt confused, and I saw two of me overlapping eachother, and kind of distorted. I woke up. After falling asleep again, I became lucid as I was walking into our garage. I open the garage door and walked outside. I am in Minnesota in the US, so it was cold, snow everywhere, cloudy, and it was raining. I practised basic control. I managed to stay in that LD for 5 minutes! I made the snow, clouds, and rain go away, and it was warm and sunny, and the sun was out. Then I don't remember what happened. I think I woke up. So after falling asleep, I had a non-lucid long dream. Very wacky also. Then I had two lucids, short, in a row. I became lucid in my house, and I wanted to get something from my room, downstairs. Now I am not afraid of the dark. I will walk down to my room in pitch black. When I went downstairs in my LD, it was dim, and I wasn't afraid. Now the blankets on my bed didn't go down to the floor, so there was a black crack under my bed. I went into my room, without willing or turning any lights on. All of a sudden I lost control as I walked into my room, which was very dim. I automatically got down on the floor and gazed under my bed. I was paralyzed in my dream. I wasn't aftraid. Actually I was mad that I could not move.
Does anyone have that problem ever? Where you get paralysed in the dark in your dream? I am not worried about that though..I will either turn on the light next time or hopefully not have that happen.
Unfortunately, after I woke up from my third-fourth dreams, I did not write them down. So I barely even remember my lucids. That kinda sucks...I was so excited when I woke up each time I didn't even think of writing them down. Plus, I realized how important it is to write down a few goals and memorize them, so you will have something to do right away in your LDs.
Does anyone know why I suddenly realized I was dreaming 5 dreams in a row? Think I will have any lucids tonight? I should also say that I haven't practised the watch RC for over a month, so who knows why I did that. I also haven't been repeating mantras.
Thanks for reading! I am so excited. Yes...I know..too long
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