Ey, Odds.
Thanks, man. Which lucid do you mean, though? The Advanced Task one where I built the snowman? Nah, that one really didn’t last very long, it was just really detailed and sometimes, in trying to recall all the details, they seem a little longer, written out, than they actually were. Heh.
And as far as techniques: Man, I’m so damn undisciplined. I hardly ever stick to any techniques. My most consistent ways of becoming lucid, I’d say, are either WBTB or just DILDs. I hardly ever gain lucidity from using WILDs or even MILDs, but I did happen to try out MILD last night and become lucid. I can’t remember what triggered it, though.
01/15/2007
Damn. A lot of dream activity last night. It was some work, just trying to remember as much as I could. I went to sleep after taking a multivitamin and was focused on realizing when I’m dreaming. What’s strange is that, the way some of these dreams chained together, it almost seems that they could have been the same dream but, as groggy as I was, the few times I woke up, during the night, it’s really hard to tell.
Dream One
”Tailless Meteor”
I’d say this was a MILD, but I don’t really remember whether I became lucid because of the auto-suggestion I was using, when I fell asleep, or as a DILD, due to some dream content. Whatever the case, there is a whole section of this LD that I can barely remember, as it was my first recalled dream of the night, and there was a lot going on, afterward.
I was with Joe and Todd and we were out in the sticks, somewhere, at night. I think Joe had his truck, but it was a beige color instead of dark blue/black. I remember that, throughout the dream, I checked my hands probably 3 or 4 times because the dream kept destabilizing. One of the times I looked at my hands, my palms had all these scars all over them, like razor slashes that had been healed over for years, but still protruded just a little bit.
Todd had gone off somewhere, and Joe and I were getting in his truck. I looked overhead and saw a meteor flying over us. It was huge and obviously close enough to us to be within the Earth’s atmosphere. There was no fire trail behind it, though and that disappointed me. I thought it ruined the whole affect of having a meteor pass overhead. I raised my hand and I tried to will a huge fire trail behind the rock, but I wasn’t able to do it before the meteor disappeared over the horizon.
The only thing I really remember after this was walking through a convenience store.
Dream Two
“Street Party” / “Spider-Man’s Double”
There was a massive street party, downtown. My friend Melissa was down from New York and her, Joe, Todd and I were all hanging out. Todd was talking to some chick I didn’t recognize and Melissa and I were pretty much keeping each other company. There is not a lot of this party that I remember, but I do know that I was Drunk. This had easily replaced whatever I’ve logged, earlier, as the drunkest I’ve ever been in a dream. At some point, I was wandering off toward one of the alleyways in the city. I wanted a little bit of time to let the world stop spinning, and I could tell I was about 15 seconds away from just passing out, wherever I stood.
I heard someone calling me and talking about how drunk I was and, when I turned around, another friend of mine, Samara, shows up with two of her girlfriends. I really didn’t feel like talking to either of them, though, as fucked up as I was, and kept hinting that I wanted them to leave me alone. Sam kept hitting on me though and I could tell that one of her friends, a really thin chick with (I think) short, blonde hair, was eyeballing me really hard, too. Finally, I couldn’t take the disorientation anymore and I, literally, fell over on my face, too weak to stand up. Luckily, I landed on a mattress that just happened to appear, out of nowhere. Lol. Sam’s blonde friend was the first to grab a spot on the mattress and curl up next to me. I’m pretty sure the others did the same too, but I’m not sure. Seconds later, I passed out, still in the middle of the alley.
When I awoke, it was daytime and I was in someone’s apartment. The same mattress that I’d fallen asleep on, in the alley, was now in this person’s living room. Come to find out, it was either Sam’s apartment, or one of her friends’. I got up and the blonde was putting on a shirt because she had to leave. After she’d gone, a few more people started coming out of the rooms, guys and girls. At some point, and I don’t know how the hell this even got tied into the dream, but Spider-Man ends up vaulting in, through one of the windows. He was acting really frantic like there was something big going on, but he never explained why he was in the room, in the first place. Then, out of nowhere, another Spider-Man slowly strings his way down from the ceiling, hanging upside-down and staring directly into the face of the first Spider-Man. No one in the room knew what to say, during this awkward silence.
The silence was broken though, when the tell-tale black ooze strung its way down around the inverted Spider-Man, crawling over the red and blue uniform and wrapping around him from mask to toe, turning him into the evil Symbiote Spider-Man. The two of them immediately began fighting in the tiny apartment, flipping off of, and sticking to, just about everything in sight. The weirdest thing about the whole thing was that, whenever they shot their webbing, it came out as this thick, nasty looking shit that looked like a mixture between tree roots, squid tentacles and human guts. The rate at which all this shit came out of their wrists was completely ridiculous; some of the tubes of “webbing” being thicker around than a full-grown person. I remember one of the guys in the room making a comment that I’ve heard someone say, during the movies, something about “Pssh. Just look at all the webbing they’re shooting. There is no way they could have that much webbing stored up inside their body. That’s just stupid.” His tone was as if we were just watching the movie play out in front of us, and he was a critic. Pretty soon, the entire living room was covered in this dense web of shit and I think they moved their fight outside or something. Can’t remember.
Woke up shortly, typed a few things down and decided to try the WBTB method.
Dream Three
“Flying Around” / “Talking With Dad” / “Late For Work”
I was on a, slightly deserted, street, at night. Someone was with me, but I can’t remember who it was. As if a light switch had come on, I suddenly realized I was dreaming. The first thing I did was stabilize the dream by looking at my hands. I can’t remember what I saw in them, though. My next order of business was trying to find the old, blind Chinese(ish) man, so we could finish our fight. I remember trying the “around the corner” method, to see if he would just appear, that way. That didn’t work. I also tried to just make him appear in front of me. That didn’t work, either. Walking around with my friend, we came to where there was a store on the side of the road. Walking toward this store was some guy with a black jacket on. I couldn’t quite see what he looked like, though. I’m pretty sure he had a beanie on.
While this guy was walking, somewhat toward us, but not directly, I held up my fingers toward him and focused, trying to get him to turn into the old Chinese guy. The shit just Would Not work and I was starting to get frustrated by it. Then, for no reason at all, the guy that was walking, paying us no attention, walks straight toward the wall of the store we were standing on front of. Without breaking stride, he simply steps up against the wall and begins walking, vertically, up the front of the building, hands in is pockets, like this was completely normal behavior. My “friend” and I looked at each other like, “What the fuck?” and then looked back at the guy, just as he disappeared over the rooftop. Not to be outdone, I quickly levitated up into the air, stopping just a few feet higher than the rooftop, which was only illuminated by a bright street lamp a few yards away. The guy didn’t even pay me any attention. He simply kept on walking in his straight line, across the rooftop, and down the other side.
Still hovering in the air, I decided to go off and just explore a lil bit, so I started flying down the street, following this dark main road through a rural area. Traffic picked up, the further I went, a few cars passing under me. I kept trying to go faster but I couldn’t get any speed, while flying, no matter how hard I tried. It seemed the harder I concentrated on going faster, the slower I went. Another car came, speeding up from behind me, passing under me and headed in the same direction I was. So, holding out one arm in front of me, I imagined as if there was a long rope tied to the car that just passed me, that had to have been going about 60-70mph. Even though it was planned, I was kinda surprised when I suddenly picked up speed, being yanked by the invisible string. Flying behind the car was pretty intense and fun as hell. I was only a good 10-15 feet off of the ground, and felt kind of like a kite.
As we were passing a bunch of houses that sat on either side of the road, something (though I can’t remember what) drew me to one of them. I “disconnected” from the car and stepped down into a landing on the front lawn of the unfamiliar house. I can’t remember whether I opened the door or just walked through it, but not even the inside of the house looked familiar. That’s why I found it all the more strange to see my Dad, sitting on the couch with his head back and his eyes closed. Now, being completely lucid and knowing my Dad is dead, I didn’t really know what to make of this situation. Since the front door was behind the couch, which sat in the middle of the living room, I walked around behind it, eyeing my Dad, suspiciously. I wasn’t quite sure what my subconscious might have had in store for me, but I walked calmly, prepared for pretty much anything. As I circled around beside him, I stuck out one arm and tapped him on the arm and said, “Hey,” to see if he was really ‘dead’ in the dream. He opened his eyes as if he’d only been sleeping and looked up as if he was surprised to see me. He got up and hugged me and I told him that, even though I knew he was a DC, it was good to see him. I sat down on the couch next to him and then we just got into some conversation about how things have been going, with me. We didn’t have very many of those types of conversations when he was alive, so this was actually pretty nice.
I lost lucidity during the conversation and vaguely remember a bunch of my Dad’s friends coming over and all of us having a party. Things pretty much faded out, after that.
I then “woke up,” still at “Dad’s house.” (I very rarely fall asleep and wake up still within the same dream. I find it fascinating that it happened twice in one night.) I was not lucid though and remembered it was Monday morning, and I had to be at work. I checked my watch and it was 10 till 8:00. “Shit.” I was going to be late for work. I still had to go home, shower and change. I jumped in the car and, not really knowing where the hell I was, ended up going a good 10 minutes in the wrong direction. I figured this out and turned around, headed back toward my house. I knew there was no fighting it, and I was going to be really late, so I stopped in some convenience store that also sold hot breakfast like sausage and eggs and shit. I remember looking at the sky to see the sun coming up. Finally ended up getting home and, when I looked at my watch, it said it was 9:30am. I was like “What? That’s not right. It couldn’t have taken me an hour and a half to get here.” I tapped on the watch a few times and put my ear up to it. It wasn’t ticking. Turns out it was broken. But then, I was trying to rationalize why it said 7:50, last time I looked at it. I don’t think I actually figured this all out, before I woke up again.
It was only 5:00am, when I woke up, and I had another hour to sleep. So..I did.
Dream Four
”Indiana O”
I was Indiana Jones, at the end of the “Temple of Doom” movie. We’d just come out of the Temple and Moloram was trying to get the stones from me. There was either a quick flash forward or I don’t remember what led up to this but, soon, we were on the broken rope bridge and hanging over the gator-infested water, hundreds of feet below. It was fucking intense. The bridge (which was now a ladder) was swaying and rippling with every motion that was made on it. Moloram was at the bottom of it, at first and I was making my way to the top. He eventually caught up to me, right near the top, and we started fighting for the stones. I didn’t seem to be in much control of my own actions and was, consciously, just hanging on for dear life as my “body” did its own thing. I don’t remember whether or not Moloram tried doing the “ripping out the heart” thing or not but things pretty much ended the same as the movie, with me throwing the stones out into the water and Moloram, instinctively, trying to catch them, plummeting off of the side of the cliff, his body smacking against the rocks a few times, and landing in the sea where the gators lay in wait.
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