Been a crazy week, I just graduated from my univ yesterday. I am very much still alive however. I have returned to my parents for the summer and although my focus has seemed to waver, it will remain strong and lit with the intent in my heart. This class is perfect for keeping me in check and allowing me to remain in touch with the source of my passion for LDing.


I have been practicing RC's throughout the day. I have found my most frequent dream sign to be food. It seems to appear in most of my dreams at some point or another. I have also been mantraing with each bite, am, i ,dreaming, is, this , a , dream.

I have been practicing MILDS some before bed, but my focus has not remained solid. I know there are no excuses necessary when trying to progress, I devote my conscious energy towards awakening inside the dream!

I have kept my dream journal strong atleast, and have had 3+ dreams probably 4 or 5 nights this week. Some of my dreams have been (sort of false awakenings), I thought I had class and then realized it was summer and that was just a dream but I was still in some spot in the dream with a friend. Not aware that the dream had not ended. Also I have had some elements from previous nights dreams return in the following nights. such as words like "interneuron".. and they are accompanied by the thought "Oh, that was in my dream last night". But I didnt realize I was dreaming. I am also going to attempt DEILDs each night, between 4-6 hours after sleep. Thank you guys for staying with me!