DILD Attempt Day 2 (Sunday):

Practiced awareness/RC throughout the day (at least 5 times).

Since I’ve been having more ‘fights with mom’ dreams, when I felt annoyed with her a few times, I made sure to ask myself if I could be dreaming and do an RC.

I was so tired that I kept dozing on the couch sitting up, at one point startling awake from HI or a dream scene. I hate feeling that way, staying up even one hour late messes more than one day up. :/

As for my dreams that night, I remember waking up once thinking of a dream, but was too tired to even be much aware of it. It may be the same dream I woke up remembering later though, with the loss of some details.

I did an RC before bed and after sitting up upon wakening.

I’ve been listening to the DV podcast today (Monday) and learned a few things to try, like making a bigger deal out of failures. “When I saw I was at grandma’s house, I should have realized I was dreaming since it’s such a big dream sign! Next time, I will realize it and become lucid.”

I’ve decided not to crosspost my dreams here until I start having more significant dreams.

Question: Am I MILDing rather then DILD’ing? After listening to one of the podcasts about it, I realized that I pretty much do all the stuff described, except for visualizing myself becoming lucid.