Not going to bed until 1:30ish am.
Had 3 orders
come in for my small store, so I've been
Trying hard to get them all done by Monday.
I make therapeutic sleep aids for little kids.
Right now I am making a longhorn bull,
An Ewok and a Wookie. You can heat them in
The microwave and they are great for nighttime anxiety as
Well as sick kids. I'm very very tired. I've been
Attempting to dodge a coldsore so I am on
Mega doses of Lysine, I'm not sure if that will
Effect dream quality. Last night I only can remember
Fragments of a non lucid. My husband and were sharing
A house with a middle eastern couple, the man didn't like
Something I had done so he grabbed me and yelled at me.
Annoyed I explained to him that though I understood there were
Cultural differences and expectations about women that in this çountry
He was not allowed to treat me that way. I then asked them to leave.
I wish that I had been lucid, maybe then I could have questioned his motives
For grabbing me...maybe I would have gotten a viable explanation. Or at least an interesting
One. The rest of the dream was about trying to control my drinking, drinking beer. I really hate drinking dreams
It's very annoying because I have found an effective way to deal with cravings during the day but not in my dreams. I feel this is a weakness that needs yo be overcome for better and sustained mental Health and continued sobriety. This is a goal as of now.