Hi, I think I had my first ld. I've been into it for months and recorded my dreams into a journal and never had one so i forgot about it for months... I think the one I had was go back to sleep ld or something. Can you read my experience and tell me how I can do it again?
So basically, I'm regular dreaming at a beach with friends and this average attractive girl. Scene changes I'm at a hotel. I start realizing as I get into the elevator that something is wrong. I feel like I'm awake and also in the elevator. So... I kind of wake up 70% with dream on going 30%. But I get back into the dream because I want to. When I get out of the elevator, I fully know that I am dreaming. So I tell myself... I don't think I can change my location (hotel) but I can have sex with someone. so I run to the nearest door in the hallway and open it... during this moment, I'm pretty sure I open my eyes and a lot of things happen. I hear saw-like sounds, I'm aware of my sp, I hear a woman's seductive giggle, and I kind of see her naked inside a bed/tent. And after I opened my eyes, I try to move to get to her... and of course, i'm in sp... so I can't move and the buzz gets a bit louder.
My question is... this feels exactly like when my mom woke me up for school as a kid and I would go back to sleep and dream of brushing teeth. showering, going to school except this time I was 3 seconds aware and in control and thinking in sexual terms.
Second question... if I know that I'm ld, am i supposed to keep my eyes closed? Since I'm lding, I know i'm dreaming and I know that I have the will to wake and open eyes, technically right?
Also, I heard ld becomes easier after you've had your first one. I have a easy summer so I might try the going back to sleep induction.
PLEASE, leave me comments and give me your opinions and tips. thanks!
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