Hey,

My name is Mandy and I was recommended to come here by a friend. We have been friends for a long time (Shaderz) but this is probably the first time I ever talked about my dreams with someone. It is a bit depressing but I never seem to have very man good dreams. They are very rare and most of my dreams end up being oddball movies, nightmares, or dreams about people I have yet to meet.

The one good dream I can recall was being shrunk and running around in a bowl of ice cream. (That had to be one of the BEST dreams ever.) When I was around 12-14 I started having a lot of lucid dreams. (everyday for maybe a month or so). It was always the same, I was visited by a "person" at 11:11 every night and he would leave when the time changed. (For some reason time seemed to go really slow when he would show up.) The "person" was a large skeleton like figure with a neck as long as his spine and his muscle tissue completely rotting off the bone. The only thing perfect about him that gave him any sort of personality were a pair of soft eyeballs in their sockets. Hunched over, he would come into my room and sit by my bed every night. When this happened I could not move and felt as if I had a huge weight on me. I wouldn't have cared so much back then but he kept coming back and years later he visits whenever I did lucid dream.

Since then, my dreams are very off and I have odd dreams where I have to pay attention to figure out if they are real or not. I don't dare try lucid dreaming, just because I am pretty scared to see what happens. It doesn't feel like I have very much control over things happening.

But! It is nice to meet all of you I cant wait to read some interesting dream journals.