Hi, I just found this site as I have always tried to take control of my dreams and failed more or less.

I'd like to control my dreams because I never ever have control, I am ALWAYS weak, sometimes so weak that I am suddenly blind and paralyzed.

I also have sleep paralysis which is no fun, and THAT always spirals into some kinda freaky thing where I am half dreaming that everyone is doing terrible things to my helpless frozen body.

When I do come to, and ask my hubby if per chance my mother in law was just hitting me and laughing while I was 'paralyzed', he has a good laugh...

As for my attempted lucid dreams, I did it once or twice. One i immediately had sex with some faceless person, but i woke up 2 seconds into it, and once i immediately took off and started to fly, but of course I was upside down and backwards and spiraling out of control until I woke up.

So.. thats me.