Hi! From what I can tell, it seems you're trying to WILD. Keep it up! You'll make it anytime soon and after that it will only get easier. If you feel like WILD puts too much pressure on you, then I suggest you just relax and do your mantras before you fall asleep, but let yourself fall asleep. Once you have your first lucid, they will start coming.

Do you daydream any? Imagine what you would do if you do become lucid. Do you have a goal set up? Looking forward to completing that goal works as a great motivator.

You are on your way, just keep up the DJ and think alot about LD'ing and you will do fine. If you have any more questions, feel free to ask them here or send me or any of the other Dream Guides a PM.

Keep on dreaming!