I thought this was a website about dreams, with special focus on Lucid Dreaming. Don't get me wrong, I'd love to analyze your dreams, but I believe it's what I told you. There's not much sense in the ways our dreams evolve, but many are trying to understand them, and by wanting to understand them, they end up doing that. When we, humans, want something, even if it is unachievable, our brains will start to find solutions, even if they require the brain to fool itself into believing they are real. I'm not saying they are not, but many times, when someone is trying to analyze - understand, if you may - a dream, they get one or two ideas of what the dream is about hiding inside their heads. Those ideas will flourish over time, growing, growing, until the person really does believe that's what they are about. Now, our dreams have the strange, albeit nice capability to solve some of our daily problems, as some have said before in another topic I don't remember. Let's take your dream, for instance your dreaming about your boyfriend. As Zark said before, it's completely possible that, by wanting to do certain things with him, or even wanting him to do certain things with you, you've induced a dream with him as a theme. Now, doesn't that sound familiar? MILD it is! It could not be, it could be completely random as I told you before, but it could very well be this. Now, let's take this information and go back to the point where I started: People see what they want to see. With the newly added info, we go back to my argument ( That, mind you, was about the violent dreams, sorry if I didn't explain myself clearly. Maybe I got mixed up, my attention was focused elsewhere at the time. ) You keep dreaming about violent things, you're filled with guilt and dread. You start to think that maybe those dreams mean something, maybe they're trying to tell you something. ( This is an example, yes? ) Those thoughts are driven to the very back of your mind, creating some sort of mantra. When you sleep, the mantra takes it's place in altering your dream world, and you end up with another violent dream. That is possible, yes? MILD again. You get my point? Many times, when someone wants a dream to be analyzed, they're simply feeding their dreams. There's nothing wrong with that, mind me.

Now, on top of that, that very example may be wrong, there's no way to know. At least until someone discovers what our dreams are made of, we can only speculate. Perhaps they mean something, in a more liberal, powerful sense of the word, instead of the usual problem-solving and suggestion-induced dreams we're used to study. Perhaps, we're all wrong, and they're something completely spectacular - not that they aren't already -, out of our imagination and comprehension. Maybe, just maybe, they aren't dreams, they are glimpses from the lives of other persons, in other dimensions. See, if one delves too much into what a dream is, there're so many possibilities, it's completely possible and plausible to get lost in the midst of them.

I didn't mean to be rude, that was merely my opinion, yes? If you want me to try and analyze your dream in my way, I can do that. But I'd have to agree with Zark, if we're to analyze it, it seems the most likely.