Hello!
All my life almost 4-5days per week or even more sometimes i see dreams... and completely remember them... But all what happens is that im the observer... either from a different point of view, and im able to see myself or else inside my body... but im just mostly without conciousness following the story (of the dream). By no skill or doing anything i somehow controlled my dreams without noticing... this happened with my nightmares... whenever a dream started going bad i started yelling "NO NO NO NO" in my dream and everything was disapearing (all the bad stuff) from zombies ,demons, ghosts to whatever... Then after sometime once again by luck (or i dont know how?) i got complete control of my dream, by an unusual method... my dream got interupted by something else... and then i had something like a huge electric shock in my head... and then after that i said to myself "Wait a sec... this isnt real! this is... a DREAM?!" and then everything paused... all the ppl around me froze and i understood that they were all puppets in my dream story... then i jumped off 3rd floor and starting floating n stuff... but after too much excitment i lost control of it and woke up... this happened once again... but dont know how or why
Im trying to such to make this happen again... trying to make do multiple reality checks in my Real Life , by double checking time , double checking words , wonder how i got here etc... but these habbits dont follow me in my dream... im still the observer... the only thing im able to do is stop my dream becoming a nightmare...
i know too much blabla... i hope somebody tries to read even the 20% of this and just... tell me his opinion... how should i start , what else should i do, how this all happened randomly to me etc 
Thank you very much anyhow if you take yourtime just by giving any kind of answer
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