Hello MattyB, glad you finally decided to post! If you get lucid about twice a month with DILDs, why not focus on becoming more aware of your surroundings?

Though you seem to be making good progress in WILD too! A few other forum members discussed similar issues recently. I know it can be difficult, but try to not focus on your body. WILD can be rather difficult to learn, so just keep at it.

If you've been lurking for a few weeks already, you might already know that there's a WILD course being taught in the DVA. You might want to consider joining that if you're having difficulty with WILD. I'm sure if you keep practicing, you can succeed on your own though. You're so close to succeeding!