Hey Philip. Again, welcome to DV.

I've also been finding myself having very vivid dreams, though I often don't recall what they were upon waking and am more often not lucid. But the fact remains that while I am dreaming it feels like real life. I am convinced of things that are happening even though they are not real. I feel emotions on a grander scale and am able to see things more clearly. But it is still a dream.

It's possible that your medications may be causing disruptions in your dreams. Just an idea, though, is you're undergoing a battle of the will. Just keep reminding yourself of what's reality. If you haven't looked into "reality checks" I'd suggest a look. There's a tutorial on them and they're relatively simple checks, such as trying to push a finger through your hand or plugging your nose and trying to breathe through it. Just stay focued.

-Amé