I hope I am in the right place! I don't know anything about lucid dreaming on purpose, I will have to read about it.
I am here because I have very lucid dreams all the time NOT on purpose and I can't stop thinking about them, they confuse me. They are often violent with lots of blood! I often die in the dream. I have been told that blood is lucky and I should go buy a lottery ticket by one friend. Someone else tells me that it is good luck to die in a dream!! I don't feel very lucky though.

I am a nice girl in real life. I love animals and have many pets. I am very friendly and work as a musician bringing happiness to lots of people. I worry about money and my family and if I will ever "make it" as a musician. I am very sensitive and cry easily. I don't get the deal with all these violent dreams.

I have lots that I would like to share right now!

Thanks,

Ueniki