I am extremely sensitive to Lucid Dreaming. The moment I realize that I am not awake I have the ability to change ANYTHING or think up almost anything out of thin air, and just cause I wish it so. Is that normal for a beginner? I was unaware of what I was actually doing until resently. I thought EVERYONE was able to do it. Whenever someone told me about an intense dream or nightmare the first question I tended to ask was "well, did you realize it was dream?". I just got the same answer , "NO, How would I?". I had no idea that this state of dreaming was not an experience everyone has.

Also, 90% of the dreams I can interpret as dreams are nightmare. I have to be scared out of my wits in order to convince myself that it's not real. The other 10% makes it all worth the while, they are the one's where everything seems normal and then suddenly someone says something out of text or does something I know this person wouldn't do and I realize it's not reality. These dreams are FUN, I can fly, I can do as I please or say so, I can even controll others and get them to do as I please, sometimes even mentally transport myself to a more peaceful place. How can I accomplish these dreams more often then the nightmare ones?