Welcome to DVs!

Sorry to read you are depressed. This is a bit of a metaphysical exercise, but it helps a lot with depression and stress:

Spoiler for Solar Plexus Cleansing:


Furthermore, and back to the main topic, I advice you to improve that lucid dreaming count (great job by the way!) and once you improve your dream control, ask a DC why you are depressed, what do you need to do to help your depression and to any tips they could help to heal it.