hello, im new to this website. I have always been a very vivid dreamer since i was very young. I can remember most of the dreams ive had since i was 3, and i am now 25. i have always known dreams to have a deep meaning, not just dreams being. a reflection of everyday life, but much deeper. Back to the topic: basically,my twin and i have been separated for 2 1/2 years. he wouldnt talk to me for a few months after he left. as you can see, im the " chaser". i started having recurring dreams every night. it was never the same situation, but we would meet up, and do nothing, but sit together and enjoy eachothers' presence. we wouldnt even talk , there was no need for talking. we would just look in eachothers eyes and be in bliss. I would wake up, and be so unbearably heartbroken because it was a dream and not real, although sometimes, tbose dreams felt more real than real life. once he started talking to me again, he told me( before i told him) he was having the same dreams every night. The dreams are still going on, even though its been so long. he stopped talking to me again, and we havent talked in a year and a half. but, i woke up this morning, and the dream was similar, but different. in the dream, we were trying to be together. His girlfriend ( in real life) was constantly yelling at him, being mean. he was so desperate to get away from her. we were invited to a large pool party, where we met up. and there were other friends of ours from real life, that were there. we both were trying to get away and have alone time. a friend of mine asked me if i was going to use the diving board.ive never used one in real life because im afraid of the water but i told my friend i would, because ive been trying to overcome fears. so i did, i swam and when i resurfaced, my twin was in the water with me. we laid back and floated in the water, holding hands. we were so happy. we looked into eachothers' eyes, and kissed. we were so happy, holding hands, then he reached over and grabbed my breast. we both laughed. then, a zombie virus hits, and we were separated again, trying to get away from incoming zombies. i found a bunch of weapons, and i was looking for him. i coukdnt find him, but knew he was safe. then i woke up. I was kind of sad about the dream because, it was a dream but not heartbroken like i usually am. i was actually happy that we kissed, held hands. im always happy to be just sitting and enjoying his presence in dreams, but i was also glad we got to kiss again. does anybody have any knowledge on twin flame separation dreams? all i have found in my research on twin flame dreams is brief sentences on having dreams prior to meeting. ive been feeling like im losing my mind! ive been working on myself, and have accepted the separation, but when i have these dreams every single night for the last 2 1/2 years, its a reminder of what i lost and it drives me crazy. its not like im obsessive, or anything. i just dont know what it all means. ive come to the conclusion this morning, that instead of being upset that " it was only a dream", i need to be happy that i can still be with him in the dream world. Any insight on these dreams would be truly appreciated! if anybody wants to know my personal twin flame story, just ask! maybe i can help and give advice to anyone else! and thank you for taking the time to read my incredibly long post!