Hi all!
My name's Angel and I'm new to LD... I've been doing it without realizing it for about a year now, and then when I learned what it was I thought, "Oh so THAT'S what it's called!" 
Anyway, I have a question... I have a rather, er... embarrassing thing that keeps happening to me. Ever since I started my new job about 6 weeks ago, my dream sign changed (It used to be rain, now it's a girl I work with- I'll call her M). Every single time I dream now M is in it (in one form or another). That's how I can tell i'm dreaming- I'll randomly be sitting in a castle or something and she'll pop up! I think my subconscious is telling me I find her attractive (which my conscious state is very aware of, trust me ).
So by now you're thinking, "Ok so how is it embarrassing?" I work with her, so when i see her at work, I have a) a very weird deja vu going on, since it seems like we just "hung out" the night before, B) I have embarrassed myself in front of her by saying things like, "Well when you were telling me about..." and she looks at me funny and I realize she ONLY SAID IT IN MY DREAM (it's happened to me three times already), and c) I'm feeling like a creepy, weirdo stalker in my dreams because literally she is in EVERY ONE I recall, in one way or another... I catch myself looking at her at work thinking "she looked cuter last night"...
I should preface it by saying I AM attracted to her (don't think it's reciprocated) so maybe it's just spilling over into my dream life...
It doesn't drive me crazy or anything, and I don't MIND dreaming about her, but now it's blurring the lines between waking and sleeping...
Help!!!
Angel
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