That sounds like me, Delerium. Even though I'm a DG, here I only have an LD once a month or once every two months or so, and it's always at the end of a dream. However, for me it's not something that I will lose sleep over, pardon the expression.

But if you really want it and have the confidence that you will realize that you're dreaming it will happen in time. Just be prepared for when it does.

-Amé