Hi All, I'm new here and very new to all this...
The reason I'm posting is that my husband left me for another woman 3 months ago. Since he left, I have dreamt about him every single night. Initially they were dreams of him with his new woman, which is understandable really, given the shock I was in.
However, recently they have become far more reoccuring. My father is often in them - sadly he passed away last December. Other members of my close family are also in the dreams and my husband is in the background looking very sad and remorseful. In the dreams my father tells me that my husband is truly sorry for everything he's done and that he doesn'nt infact love or care for this new woman as much as I would think he does. In the dream I then become frantic and panicky and try to get away from everyone, with an immense feeling of pain and hurt and not wanting to go through that again.
The dreams are now becoming even more lucid with my husband prominently in the dream and I can recall his face, his actions, everything like they really happened!
I would like to point out, in real life, he has not at any time shown any remorse for his actions or shown any sign that he still loves me. We have minimal contact which is made via email and to be honest, he acting like he's happy he's shot of me!
Is it likely that I'm just having these dreams because I'm desperate to cling onto some hope that he does feel a tiny bit sorry...is it just me going mad!
Sorry its a bit long, but it's driving me crazy...I'm coping really well considering everything, but then when I go to bed I end up dreaming of him every single night, which is so frustrating!
Any help would be hugely appreciated....thanks
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