last night I think I got very close...
I had to start over about 2 or 3 times and got very agrivated, to the point that I didn't want to do this stuff anymore...
but when I decided to go to sleep normally, my mind was still thinking about how angry/irritated I was, I fell asleep... or so I thought... I could still move around in real life and still feel and smell, but it was like my thoughts were enhanced to the point that I could hear clearly what everyone was saying, but it was like a normal dream, I could not control my actions. Pretty much, the only thing I could control was what I was thinking.
After a while of my 'half sleep', I started to feel a very rapid, falling extremely fast, sensation, while there was a loud ringing in my ears. This feeling lasted a split second, but a split second later, I felt it again, but also only for a split second.... it was like ON off ON off ON off, both on and off lasting half a second... then it stopped and I was back in my bed.
I did some RCs, but it was real... Was this supposed to happen? I think it was about to put me to sleep, but something was keeping me from it... What happened to prevent me to fall asleep?? And how did i even get that far, when I try, I barely even get any kind of SP...
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