Thanks guys for the warm extended welcome!...
In reply to Xisdence, I was able to hear my heart beats and my breathing. However, I was paralysed during this sleep and would not fall awake unless I sent a signal, or a desire to wake, or whatever you like to call it (i prefer tech words because in the end, the brain is a biotechnical organism, complete with cells and signals...so for my sake, its just all signals to me, as hex codes are to computers...)
The error messages appeared before my eyes, centered in my field of view (0 radians lattitude, 0 radians longitude). They were green letters that faded into view, were semi-transparent, and faded from view. They appeared only for a few seconds or a couple of heart beats.
You know its funny how my brain generates a near perfect 3d model of an active demon, but not an active pair of swords for me to fight it with. I guess its because i have seen that demons movie, which was great in effects but a crappy story line (like 28 days later)... My pshychologial threads would most likley have directly pointed to the memory source containing the visual, emotional, physcological, and acoustical parameters describing the terrifying demon. Sadly, I have no data in my mind for the swords. I know what they look like, but for some reason, the brain was not able to point to an abudant memory store for this object.
Those error messages happen so often that i accept it as part of sleeping, most times i dont remember my dreams. I dont dare to. Simply because, Lucid Dreaming aparently drains a lot of phsycological energy (dopamine, melatonin etc) so when I have a dream that lasts in perception of around 12 hours (I can sleep up to 18 hours sometimes) then it feels like I have had 2 days WITHOUT SLEEP (1 day for real world, plus 1 day in dream world which approximates the real world). So Lucid dreaming is only induced when I have plenty of time to sleep, im very tired, and I have no activities scheduled for the next upcomming day (which I can relax, chill out and have some beers with my mates)
The frequency was detected at over 1 hz but less than 2 hz due to an increase in adrenalin due to the impending demonic attack in the dream (approximates real world reaction to a life threatining hazard for instance)
One last thing there, the words were not entirely spelled correctly in the error messages, but I was able to decode them and write them down in my dream journal that i keep around (since 2002). I hardly use it though, bit like my diary, i prefer a pocket pc 
My brain loves making my dreams horrible or difficult for me. Always a friggin problem in them, always...Since I can control my actions in my dreams, say for instance, i smashed a window of a shop in a dream. The police are then called and im arrested and tagged.... I can never DO what I want, I can only do what I like...like != want...
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