well... i actually managed to achieve a WILD last night after about an hour of attempting it lol . but after a couple of seconds of it happening to me i got got freaked out by a *dream-scream*- and i lost i . but i think it was a combination of the things that i was seeing and the scream, and being the total newbie that i am i got scared is it natural to be afraid of such things? if so, is there a way i can overcome it?