Alright, I usually hate negative whiney threads, where the topic creater has a negative mindset right from the start, thereby pretty much nullifying any chance of success already! I said to myself I wouldn't make a topic like that from the beginning... Well, here I am.

I'm really in need of some help here. What I'm doing now is just not working. I'm willing to try one more time, but I need to see a little success sometime this lifetime... Speaking of which, here's what I've actually been doing:

My schedule is as follows: I go to school at 9:00am monday, wednesday, and friday. On tuesday and thursday, I go at 11:30am. Every weekday, I got to work at 10:30pm till 4:00am. I've been waking up at 8:00am on weekdays, and 1:00pm on weekends. When I wake up, I try to WILD directly, as I have an extremely difficult time falling asleep in the first place. At one point I was getting SP about once a week, which is good for me, but for some reason I've had no luck since last year. I haven't remembered one dream since January; obviously I haven't gone lucid! I've been forgetting to do reality checks, but this habit will be easily re-acquired. I mostly stopped because I was getting discouraged.

I'll be honest; I've been almost reluctant to come on DV lately. Every time I do, I see all the success people are having and I get kinda discouraged. Normally, I'd bounce right back and just try a new "technique". I've PM'ed pretty much every "master" here on DV at least once, and they've all been extremely kind and helpful. So, to the point; I need success, not failiure. I know I've asked the same question a million times before, and you've all been patient with me. I want to start helping people, though, instead of being the one needing help all the time.

I don't know how much one CAN help through a forum, but please, I need something. I don't know how much longer I can stay positive with absolutely no success.