What happened?

[Elsig]

Last night I was doing a new WILD attempt. I have tried for month and I feel I`m on the right track but have not gone the whole way yet. Not until last night, I think. The thing is I`m now really confused if I really did go through SP or I just dreamed it... The reason for my suspicion is that I for 45 min kept my self conscious but did not reach SP. I gave up and rolled over to my back (I always sleep in my right side and I have tried WILD lying on my back but this did not help) because it got too uncomfortable lying in the same position for so long. I was extremly tired at this point so I continued with the WILD... Then I`m not sure what happened.. It feels like i start dreaming but I continue trying to WILD in my dream... I was not in my room but somewhere else. Suddenly I felt my body vibrating really hard.. Lights was flashing in my eyes like I was going through a tunnel in high speed. I could see some texts in different colours but they were too blurry to read. I tried to focus on the text but it seemed like I opened my real eyes and saw the room (the one I was actually in) The feeling was so intense real and frightening so I just wanted to wake up. So i did. But I now realize that i woke up in a dream so my question is: Did i dream or did I complete a WILD? ( I should note that when i woke up for real the time had passed an other 45 min so i must have fallen to sleep for a while) I understand that no one can answer me this question but Wat i want is to hear from other with simular experience. It also rise a question of how conscious you should be when you`re doing a WILD. For me it seems like you have to allow your self to fall in to a light sleep so you can start dreaming... Is this true? (I ask those of you who master WILD). Elsig