there's just one thing i feel i need to say. WILDs take time. You are trying to make your mind do something its never ever done before (on purpose). All the WILD tutorials make it look easy, but its not. even if you follow the tutorials exactly, you might not get WILD the first try, or the second, or even the third. Its like learning to ride a bike. You dont just hop on and know how to ride your first try. It takes time.

This isnt to discourage you though. WILD is one of the most worth it techniques you can ever learn so just relax and learn from any mistakes you happen to make. You will get it eventually, and when you do, you will be glad you stuck with it!