I started lucid dreaming when i was very young to end scary nightmares quickly and wake up. In the dream I consciously killed myself by stabbing myself, jumping off cliff edges, walking into the road and more (All in dream of course) I just forced myself to do it in the dream, once I was concious about the fact i was dreaming. Now my dreams are all lucid, I have full control in my actions of the dream, it's like an alternate reality for me now, where I consult my mind and just carry out day-to day actions in a dream. Of course I have wild ones where I am in the middle of political warfare, even those are lucid, but mainly I use the control to just balance my dreams into managable, small things that I can remember when I wake up.

I didn't know this was called lucid dreaming until a few days back