Hey all! Just though i'd tell you all how I managed to completely finsih all stages of the WILD but then I decided I didn't want to/messed it up.
Basically I was having a smei-lucid this morning, then I woke up and instead of getting up I decided to try and WILD my way in.
This is good for me because I have "symptoms" of falling asleep about twice a week (with paralysis and hypnic hallucinations (and those damn hypnic jerks too)) but generally speaking I always get wakened by a hypnic jerk or just end up falling asleep.
Anyway, so I decided to WILD, just put my head down, closed my eyes and about 10 seconds later I hear this noise; almost like my heartbeat (but it was a different noise: I think it was the noise I hear when I get a hypnic jerk, a bit like feedback)
Anyway I was lying there hearing this noise, and it was pulsing like this:
noise...noise..noise.noise and it was getting closer together as if it where my heartbeat and it was steadily getting faster until suddenly I felt a twinge and my body kind of slumped and I'd done it!
Unfortunately my throat was really dry so I decided that I couldnt be bothered to trying and ahve a fully realised dream or anything (I'm talking bone dry scratchiness).
So i decided to see how "scary" SP is because some people say it's scary, so I decided to move my jaw (I didnt want to move anything too far from my head) and it didnt move, all I felt was a slight twinge... then my body woke up again!
I guess I might be making my way from just realising im dreaming a few times a week to being able to initiate
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